So, this is perhaps my craziest adventure yet. I’ve always loved to draw, and I’ve kept sketchbooks with my bad anime doodles and fan art since early high school, or maybe even middle school. I remember buying a plain blue cloth-covered sketchbook in 10th grade, and I decided, “I’m going to fill this book up, and practice drawing every day!”
Well, to this day it’s still only half-full. I have about a million others that are also half-full, because I’m a hoarder of art supplies/sketchbooks.
But in the past few years or so, I’ve realized I have finally gotten to a level of art skill that I’m really proud of! I guess practicing really DOES pay off? (Who knew?)
Not to say that I think every single thing I draw is great- far from it, in fact. My Instagram has about every fourth or fifth drawing that I actually feel is worthy of posting. And, sometimes I post something only to immediately delete it. I still have some self-doubt and self-consciousness about my drawings.
And I STILL CANNOT DRAW HANDS.
But like, in the past year or so, I’ve given away and sold a few drawings, and that is crazy to me because it’s something I never thought would happen. I still sometimes flip through that 10th grade sketchbook and *cringe* because it’s some awful art I made when I should have been studying geometry, but I stuck with it, and now! Now, I may not always create a masterpiece, but I find I don’t mind sharing what I draw because I actually like how most of my pieces turn out.
And I guess what I’m trying to say through all this is never give up. I know it’s cliché as hell, but drawing is something I always wanted to do and was pretty discouraged because I was not immediately good at it. There was a good 15 years between that blue cloth sketchbook and the things I’m drawing today. I’m something of a perfectionist though, and even though I thought most of it was bad, I kept at it.
Now, yeah I guess some of my pictures turn out pretty nice, but I also found something that I really enjoy doing. Drawing has become a relaxing hobby for me, but also one that keeps me challenged and working toward something all of the time. It’s also helped me to realize that making mistakes isn’t the end of the world, but rather a starting point to improve.
So I will keep going! I will keep experimenting with different mediums and hopefully find new and exciting ways to draw the things I like to draw. :3